Broken is the lump in your throat.
Broken is the fierce anger you feel toward the One you know deep down inside,
is the very One you should turn to.
Broken is not knowing Why.
Broken is the feeling that you have sunk,
and for the life of you-
you can't get out.
And you really can't get out---
not alone anyway.
You will need friends to listen, friends to be there and weep along side you.
Those friends are fabulous,
but what about when they can't be there.?..
and you feel all alone.
You need to turn to the very ONE you are angry at-
because He will understand.
You may feel so broken that you feel you hate Him...
he understands that too.
There are no words that any human could possibally say to heal your pain,
but the one you feel caused this pain is your very source of healing.
We don't understand this life of ours, but God does.
Cry out- be honest- tell Him how you feel...
and don't stop! You are mad at Him- tell Him that too!
There will come a day when you will see He's always held you, right where you are.
There will come a day when you will see you can trust Him with every hurt in your being.
The day you just fall to your knees in tears asking why,
The day you will feel His presence give you the very air you need to breath again.
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Heather,this is beautiful! So true that we often times get angry at God and don't know what to do with that anger. It's such a paradox to see the hurt and the trials we go through in this life and yet we know that God is good! A little like our children when we allow them to suffer through the consequences of their actions...hurting with them...all the while, knowing that they are going to grow into better human beings because of their trial.
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blessings,
Gay @ Captive Heart.
So true! Thank You :)
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